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It has been a while- I haven’t felt motivated to do anything outside the bare minimums with the outside world. I have been scared to post anything, depressed about the weather, I have felt excluded, and like I don’t fit in. On a daily I work with Chandler and get Jacob where he needs to

Boy or Girl – What does that mean?

Sometimes there are moments that just fill a persons heart with such happy feelings, but then quickly turns to feelings of confusion looking for clarity. The day started off like most- the boys were off to get the day started. Josh heading to work and Jacob heading to school. Chan sleeping like a sweet baby

I see you! I hear you! I love you!

Last night was filled with eye opening elevated conversation – In small terms “argument” Contrary to most peoples beliefs I think disagreements / arguments / conversations are healthy. They are healthy because they are a way of expressing oneself and when doing this with your partner you should be able to be raw – You

Will you help in the change?

“How do I make this decision? They are both so great! How much are they?” – Chandler asks Well, buddy they are 3 -dollars “Well, that’s not very much, I can just get them both.” hmmmm, I will compromise- you can get both if you give me 2 dollars when we get home. “Yes, I

be the change

Last week we went to the movies and followed that with a later than normal trip to Walmart. We initially thought this will be fun for people watching. People watching is fun… As soon as we entered there were a couple of people that I instantly thought “People of Walmart” because at first I thought